| Figured it's time to update this thing otherwise some people will probably start to wonder if I'm alive anymore. Recap of summer: interning, watching anime, playing ddr, and eating lots of free food. Throw in a little karaoke into the mix, a little asian pop star makeover for a friend and you pretty much have a complete picture. It's been a good summer. Fun times and met some cool people. On the flipside, I haven't really been able to catch up with a lot of my friends during the summer. I was hoping to get some serious songwriting, composition, and recording done this summer and utterly failed. Even now with a few days of serious rest and relaxation I can't bring myself to write. It's so weird. I feel like I've had writers block for like years. Ever since I've gotten into college, I feel like my creativity is being slowly drained out of me. I think sometimes I expect too much from myself and stifle creativity in that way and perhaps college has just given me higher expectations of myself. It's weird but when I write a song I feel like I need to take the wild turmoil of emotions that I feel and bottle it all up into words. It sounds strange but that's usually the type of mood I'm in when I feel like songwriting. Anyways, I can't think coherently or at least can't write coherently so it's probably time to call it a night.
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| I feel like sometimes in life I am afraid of wanting something too much because I feel like it won't happen if I do or perhaps it is the fear that if that something doesn't happen I will be all the more disappointed because I had my heart set in it.
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| 150 lab is taking over my life. I feel like I always have to spend 2x the amount of times as others to complete the project checkpoints. It's very frustrating especially on the weeks, such as this upcoming one, where I have another project to do and two midterms on the same day. I guess that's life though. Sometimes things work out perfectly when you least expect and other times when you most need things to work out, they won't. Suffering builds character....
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| I realized that I need to keep a tally on how much anime I've watched this semester because I feel like I've wasted too much time watching anime.
Series Watched:
Yakitate Japan - 69eps
Samurai Champloo - 26eps
Ah My Goddess - 26eps
Ah My Goddess (Season 2) - 24eps
School Rumble - 26eps
School Rumble Second Term - 26eps
Total: 197eps = 66hours
Wow...
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| School is really starting to wind up. I've spent the last 3 days working on project straight and it looks like it's going to get worse at a steady pace until just before spring break where it will climax with 2 midterms on one day with a project and homework due the next. The storm begins...
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